Chapter 185 It Is Not the End of the World to Not Like Women
Madeline then said the exact words that she was thinking. “You… You will r-regret it someday…”
“Who can say for sure what will happen in the future?” A small smile appeared on his face and he looked into her eyes. “At the very least, I am now giving you my words as your husband. I have decided to carry out my duties as a husband and a father. I will hold responsibility over our wedding. Just give me all of you. You don’t have to hold back. We can be like any other husband and wife out there.”
She stared at him as she listened to his words, and she could feel herself becoming relieved in that instant.
It was as Sebastian said.
There was no reason for her to worry about the future.
They were a lawfully wedded couple, after all.
There was no need for her to feel ashamed about doing something that every other husband and wife did.
As for what would happen in the future… In case the marriage didn’t work out, they could always have a divorce!
There were so many divorcees out there.
No one would put blame on couples who divorced legally.
“Alright…” She nodded. “Thank you…”
The smile on Sebastian’s face grew deeper after she finally agreed to it.
What an unlucky woman Madeline was. She was thanking the man who was taking advantage of her!
It wasn’t everyday that he got to see someone whose luck had been so bad all her life.
I should take some time and take her to a temple, he mused. Her luck might get better if she prays a little.
He then got up and went to the window. After pressing on the button for the curtains on the home control panel, the curtains slowly closed in from both sides.
The room had gotten dark as though it was nighttime when the curtains were completely closed.
He made the room dark because he didn’t want her to feel embarrassed.
He then went back to the bed, and after he took off his clothes, his arms snaked around her and pulled her into his embrace…
…
Madeline finally fell asleep after a long time.
Sebastian, on the other hand, lay in bed reminiscing about what had transpired moments ago. He let out a low laugh, and carried her into the bathroom to shower them both.
She woke up from her sleep when the warm water caressed her skin. However, she was so exhausted she couldn’t even move her fingertips.
Forcing her eyes open, she squeezed out, “Aldo and Buddy…”
He gave her a few comforting pats at that. “Our boys are asleep next door. I have already instructed the guards to never leave the children’s side. Aldo and Buddy are okay. You don’t have to worry.”
When she heard that, her eyes closed once more and she drifted off to sleep.
Then, Sebastian was left to clean up after the two of them. After he was done washing up, he carried her back into the bedroom.
He turned on the wall lamp after laying her head on her pillow, where he then lay on his side, and gazed at her with his chin plopped on one arm.
It was just hours ago that Madeline was but a beautiful woman who was his sons’ mother.
Now, however, there was a new identity… She was his woman.
He didn’t remember where he heard this from, but he had come across a saying that women who had given their bodies to men would always hold a special place in the men’s hearts.
This probably was what he was feeling now.
To him, the way Madeline made him feel was one of a kind. Today was the first day that he slept with a woman, and it was the woman whom he coveted from the inside out.
Sebastian’s father used to suspect that he had an undisclosable reason for not dating.
However, it wasn’t that he had any reason for it. The truth was that… he had a psychological issue.
He was a naughty boy when he was young. One day, he and a bunch of friends decided to play hide-and-seek. He chose to hide himself in a forest where he coincidentally came across a couple who were not legally married to each other.
Not only that, they were both married to different individuals and their spouses were people whom Sebastian knew.
He was a mere 5-year-old child when he witnessed the couple getting on it in a bush not far from him. It was all because he had hidden himself in another bush to hide from his friends that he was now in the front row seat to what was happening in the bush in front of him.
Just as his mind was thrown into a turmoil on what he should do, a bunch of people came and caught them in the act.
The couple, caught off guard by the unexpected raid, was still naked when they were dragged out of the bush and beaten by the people surrounding them. His young ears had to hear all the dirty insults thrown at the couple. Sebastian had seen everything from their bare torsos to their embarrassed expressions when they were busted.
What he had witnessed that day was what caused his hatred for sexual conducts between men and women after he had grown up.
He loved work as much as he hated what the couple did. He would get nauseous every time that memory came to mind.
Sebastian had never told anyone about this, not even his father. He didn’t want his father to worry. And of course, there was no way he could tell his own father something like this.
He knew that his condition wasn’t normal, but he didn’t think it mattered. It was not the end of the world just because he didn’t like women!
There were a lot of people who stayed unmarried throughout their whole lives in the world today.
Take Second Uncle and Third Uncle, for example. They hadn’t gotten married once, but they seemed to be living their best lives!
However, his mental illness had been healed miraculously even though he hadn’t seen a psychologist, nor did he take any medicine. It was as though he was never the man who didn’t like women.
Earlier on when Sebastian was hugging Madeline, he didn’t feel that extreme disgust or rejection he would always feel in the past.
It felt so natural when they were together in each other’s arms.
In fact, he really liked how it felt.
It was a strangely wonderful feeling that he had never felt before.
His low gaze kept staring at Madeline with a gentleness that his eyes had never had before.
She was his wife from now on, and he would make sure that he treated her well.
Madeline showed no signs of waking up any time soon. Her body must have had a hard time coping with both the drugs in her bloodstream and Sebastian’s endless pestering that she was in a deep slumber for the next few hours.
He was in the midst of watching her when he suddenly thought about his sons next door. After covering her up properly, he got up and went to their room.
Desmond was still fiercely guarding the children by their side when Sebastian went into the room. Seeing his employer, he immediately got up and bowed. “Young Master.”
“How are they?” Sebastian asked, his eyes on the boys in the bed.
“They are still asleep,” Desmond answered. “Don’t worry about them, Young Master. I had Edward check the little young masters again earlier, and he said that they are fine. He also said to let the little young masters sleep more and have them woken up and fed around 10:00PM.”
Edward was Sebastian’s personal doctor. Just like Grayson, Edward was also a medical genius. The only difference between them was that Grayson specialized in pharmacy whereas Edward was more of a medicine guy.
“Alright. We will do as Edward says,” Sebastian replied with a nod. He then sat down by the bedside and caressed the children’s faces.
Emory had immediately contacted him after failing to contact Madeline upon realizing that she had gone missing. The children’s alarmed teacher had also contacted him first thing after the children disappeared.
Sebastian’s chest felt a tightness he had never experienced before after he had received the news, and especially after he found out that the boys might be missing because they were kidnapped.
At that moment, he was possessed by the urge to kill.
